Anniversaries

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Once more the windless days are here,
  Quiet of autumn, when the year
  Halts and looks backward and draws breath
  Before it plunges into death.
  Silver of mist and gossamers,
  Through-shine of noonday's glassy gold,
  Pale blue of skies, where nothing stirs
  Save one blanched leaf, weary and old,
  That over and over slowly falls
  From the mute elm-trees, hanging on air
  Like tattered flags along the walls
  Of chapels deep in sunlit prayer.
  Once more ... Within its flawless glass
  To-day reflects that other day,
  When, under the bracken, on the grass,
  We who were lovers happily lay
  And hardly spoke, or framed a thought
  That was not one with the calm hills
  And crystal sky. Ourselves were nought,
  Our gusty passions, our burning wills
  Dissolved in boundlessness, and we
  Were almost bodiless, almost free.

  The wind has shattered silver and gold.
  Night after night of sparkling cold,
  Orion lifts his tangled feet
  From where the tossing branches beat
  In a fine surf against the sky.
  So the trance ended, and we grew
  Restless, we knew not how or why;
  And there were sudden gusts that blew
  Our dreaming banners into storm;
  We wore the uncertain crumbling form
  Of a brown swirl of windy leaves,
  A phantom shape that stirs and heaves
  Shuddering from earth, to fall again
  With a dry whisper of withered rain.

  Last, from the dead and shrunken days
  We conjured spring, lighting the blaze
  Of burnished tulips in the dark;
  And from black frost we struck a spark
  Of blue delight and fragrance new,
  A little world of flowers and dew.
  Winter for us was over and done:
  The drought of fluttering leaves had grown
  Emerald shining in the sun,
  As light as glass, as firm as stone.
  Real once more: for we had passed
  Through passion into thought again;
  Shaped our desires and made that fast
  Which was before a cloudy pain;
  Moulded the dimness, fixed, defined
  In a fair statue, strong and free,
  Twin bodies flaming into mind,
  Poised on the brink of ecstasy.

© Aldous Huxley