Discretion

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AH, turn your pretty eyes away!
  You would not have me love again?
Love's pleasure does not live a day,
  Immortal is Love's pain,
  And I am tired of pain.


I have loved once--aye, once or twice;
  The pleasure died, the pain lives here;
I will not look in your sweet eyes,
  I will not love you, Dear,
  Lest you should grow too dear.


For I am weary and afraid.
  Have I not seen why life was fair,
And known how good a world God made,
  How sweet the blossoms were,
  How dear the green fields were?


And I have found how life was gray,
  A mist-hung road, a quest in vain,
Until once more Love smiled my way
  And fooled me once again,
  And taught me grief again.


Now I will gather no more grief;
  I only ask to see the sky,
The budding flower, the budding leaf,
  And put old dreamings by,
  The dreams Love tortures by.


For, being wise, I love no more;
  You, if you will, snare with those eyes
Some fool who never loved before,
  And teach him to be wise!
  For why should you be wise?

© Edith Nesbit