At Last

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A dark, tempestuous night; the stars shut in
  With shrouds of fog; an inky, jet-black blot
The firmament; and where the moon has been
  An hour agone seems like the darkest spot.
The weird wind--furious at its demon game--
Rattles one's fancy like a window-frame.

A care-worn face peers out into the dark,
  And childish faces--frightened at the gloom--
Grow awed and vacant as they turn to mark
  The father's as he passes through the room:
The gate latch clatters, and wee baby Bess
Whispers, "The doctor's tummin' now, I dess!"

The father turns; a sharp, swift flash of pain
  Flits o'er his face: "Amanda, child! I said
A moment since--I see I must AGAIN--
  Go take your little sisters off to bed!
There, Effie, Rose, and CLARA MUSTN'T CRY!"
"I tan't he'p it--I'm fyaid 'at mama'll die!"

What are his feelings, when this man alone
  Sits in the silence, glaring in the grate
That sobs and sighs on in an undertone
  As stoical--immovable as Fate,
While muffled voices from the sick one's room
Come in like heralds of a dreaded doom?

The door-latch jingles: in the doorway stands
  The doctor, while the draft puffs in a breath--
The dead coals leap to life, and clap their hands,
  The flames flash up.  A face as pale as death
Turns slowly--teeth tight clenched, and with a look
The doctor, through his specs, reads like a book.

"Come, brace up, Major!"--"Let me know the worst!"
  "W'y you're the biggest fool I ever saw--
Here, Major--take a little brandy first--
  There!  She's a BOY--I mean HE is--hurrah!"
"Wake up the other girls--and shout for joy--
Eureka is his name--I've found A BOY!"

© James Whitcomb Riley