Pre-Ordination

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She bewitched me in my childhood,
  And the witch's charm is hidden--
  Far beyond the wicked wildwood
  I shall find it, I am bidden.

  She commands me, she who bound me
  With soft sorcery to follow;
  In a golden snare who wound me
  To her bosom's snowy hollow....

  Comes a night-dark stallion sired
  Of the wind; a mare his mother
  Whom Thessalian madness fired,
  And the hurricane his brother.

  Then my soul delays no longer:
  Though the night around is scowling,
  Keenly mount him blacker, stronger
  Than the tempest that is howling.

  At our ears wild shadows whistle;
  Brazen forks the lightning o'er us
  Flames; and huge the thunder's missile
  Bursts behind us, drags before us.

  Over fire-scorched fields of stubble;
  Iron forests dark with wonder;
  Evil marshes black with trouble;
  Nightmare torrents thundering under:

  In the thorn that past us races,
  Harelipped hags like crows are rocking;
  Stunted oaks have dwarf-like faces
  Gnarled that leer an impish mocking:

  Rocks, in which the storm is hooting,
  Thrust a humpbacked murder over;
  Bristling heaths, dead thistles shooting,
  Raven-haunted gibbets cover:

  Each and all are passed, like water
  Under-rolled into a cavern,
  Till we see the Devil's daughter
  Waiting at the Devil's tavern.

  And we stay; I drain the beaker
  In her hand; the draught is fire;
  World-remembrances grow weaker,
  And my spirit, one desire.

  Course it! course it! Darkness passes
  Like an uprolled banner tattered;
  Walled before us mountain masses
  Rise like centuries unscattered.

  And the storm flies ragged. Slowly
  Comes a moon of copper-color,
  And the evil night grows holy,
  Mists the wild ride growing duller.

  In the round moon's angry scanning,
  Demon-swift cross spider arches
  Of the web-thick bridges spanning
  Chasms of her kingdom's marches.

  We have reached her kingdom, olden
  As the sea that sighs its sadness;
  Rocks and trees and sands are golden,
  And the air a golden gladness.

  Shapely ingots are the flowers,
  And the waters, amber brightness;
  Gold-bright, song-birds in the bowers
  Sing with eyes of diamond whiteness.

  And she meets me with a chalice
  Like the Giamschid ruby burning,
  And I drain it without malice,
  To her towers of topaz turning.

  Many hundred years forgetting
  All that's earth: within her power
  I possess her: naught regretting
  Since each year is as an hour.

© Madison Julius Cawein