"How hard for me, the splendor of this crown and robe"

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-- How hard for me, the splendor of this crown and robe,
amidst my shame --


  -- In stony Troezen will be an infamous calamity,
  the royal staircase will grow red with disgrace,
  . . . . . . . . . . . .
  . . . . . . . . . . . .
  and for the mother in love,
  the black sun will rise.


-- O, if hate would boil in my breast --
but see, the admission itself
has fallen from my lips.


  -- Phedre burns in a black flame
  in broad daylight.
  The funeral torch fumes
  in broad white daylight.
  Dread your mother, Hippolytus:
  Phedre -- night -- watche s over you
  in broad white day.


-- I have stained the sun with black love . . .
Death from a bottle will cool my ardor --
. . . . . . . . . . . . . .


  -- We are afraid, we do not dare
  relieve the king's grief.
  Wounded by Theseus, night
  fell upon him. But we,
  with a funeral song bringing home the dead,
  will pacify the black sun
  of wild and sleepless passion.

© Osip Emilevich Mandelstam