Self- Unconscious

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Along the way
 He walked that day,
Watching shapes that reveries limn,
 And seldom he
 Had eyes to see
The moment that encompassed him.


 Bright yellowhammers
 Made mirthful clamours,
And billed long straws with a bustling air,
 And bearing their load
 Flew up the road
That he followed, alone, without interest there.


 From bank to ground
 And over and round
They sidled along the adjoining hedge;
 Sometimes to the gutter
 Their yellow flutter
Would dip from the nearest slatestone ledge.


 The smooth sea-line
 With a metal shine,
And flashes of white, and a sail thereon,
 He would also descry
 With a half-wrapt eye
Between the projects he mused upon.


 Yes, round him were these
 Earth's artistries,
But specious plans that came to his call
 Did most engage
 His pilgrimage,
While himself he did not see at all.


 Dead now as sherds
 Are the yellow birds,
And all that mattered has passed away;
 Yet God, the Elf,
 Now shows him that self
As he was, and should have been shown, that day.


 O it would have been good
 Could he then have stood
At a focussed distance, and conned the whole,
 But now such vision
 Is mere derision,
Nor soothes his body nor saves his soul.


 Not much, some may
 Incline to say,
To see in him, had it all been seen.
 Nay! he is aware
 A thing was there
That loomed with an immortal mien.

© Thomas Hardy