First Love

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Ah me! how hard the task to bear
 The weight of ills we know!
But harder still to dry the tear,
 That mourns a nameless we.

If by the side of Lucy's wheel
 I sit to see her spin,
My head around begins to reel,
 My heart to beat within.

Or when on harvest holliday
 I lead the dance along,
If Lucy chance to cross my way,
 So sure she leads me wrong,

If I attempt the pipe to play,
 And catch my Lucy's eye,
The trembling musick dies away,
 And melts into a sigh.

Where'er I go, where'er I turn,
 If Lucy there be found,
I seem to shiver, yet I burn,
 My head goes swimming round.

I cannot bear to see her smile,
 Unless she smile on me;
And if she frown, I sigh the while,
 But know not whence it be.

Ah, what have I to Lucy done
 To cause me so much stir?
From rising to the setting sun
 I sigh, and think of her.

In vain I strive to join the throng
 In social mirth and ease;
Now lonely woods I stray among,
 For only woods can please.

Ah, me! this restless heart I fear
 Will never be at rest,
'Till Lucy cease to live, or tear
 Her image from my breast.

© Washington Allston