The sun comes up,
And soon goes down;
I look in the mirror,
And still see a frown.
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I used to be happy,
And life was kind.
Now I am hurting,
And feeling so blind.
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What happened to me?
If I may ask;
There is nothing there,
When I perform a task.
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Is my heart dead,
Or just very cold?
Do feelings die?
As one grows old?
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Whatever happens,
I dont seem to care;
I just gaze into darkness,
With a silent stare.
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As my thoughts run wild,
I start to sigh;
Because I have the answer,
I know why.
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A man can lose wealth,
Then lose it all;
But nothing will ever hurt,
Like loosing his doll.
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Written 6-25-90
