House: Some Instructions

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If you have a house
you must think about it all the time 
as you reside in the house so
it must be a home in your mind

you must ask yourself (wherever you are) 
have I closed the front door

and the back door is often forgotten 
not against thieves necessarily

but the wind oh if it blows 
either door open then the heat

the heat you’ve carefully nurtured 
with layers of dry hardwood

and a couple of opposing green 
brought in to slow the fire

as well as the little pilot light 
in the convenient gas backup

all of that care will be mocked because 
you have not kept the house on your mind

but these may actually be among 
the smallest concerns for instance

the house could be settling you may 
notice the thin slanting line of light

above the doors you have to think about that 
luckily you have been paying attention

the house’s dryness can be humidified 
with vaporizers in each room and pots

of water on the woodstove should you leave 
for the movies after dinner ask yourself

have I turned down the thermometer
and moved all wood paper away from the stove

the fiery result of excited distraction 
could be too horrible to describe

now we should talk especially to Northerners 
of the freezing of the pipe this can often

be prevented by pumping water continuously 
through the baseboard heating system

allowing the faucet to drip drip continuously 
day and night you must think about the drains

separately in fact you should have established 
their essential contribution to the ordinary

kitchen and toilet life of the house 
digging these drains deep into warm earth

if it hasn’t snowed by mid-December you 
must cover them with hay sometimes rugs

and blankets have been used do not be 
troubled by their monetary value

as this is a regionally appreciated emergency 
you may tell your friends to consider

your house as their own that is 
if they do not wear outdoor shoes

when thumping across the gleam of their poly-
urethaned floors they must bring socks or slippers

to your house as well you must think 
of your house when you’re in it and

when you’re visiting the superior cabinets 
and closets of others when you approach

your house in the late afternoon
in any weather green or white you will catch

sight first of its new aluminum snow-resistant 
roof and the reflections in the cracked windows

its need in the last twenty-five years for paint 
which has created a lovely design

in russet pink and brown the colors of un-
intentioned neglect you must admire the way it does not

(because of someone’s excellent decision
sixty years ago) stand on the high ridge deforming

the green profile of the hill but rests in the modesty 
of late middle age under the brow of the hill with

its back to the dark hemlock forest looking steadily
out for miles toward the cloud refiguring meadows and

mountains of the next state coming up the road
by foot or auto the house can be addressed personally

House! in the excitement of work and travel to
other people’s houses with their interesting improvements

we thought of you often and spoke of your coziness
in winter your courage in wind and fire your small

airy rooms in humid summer how you nestle in spring
into the leaves and flowers of the hawthorn and the sage green

leaves of the Russian olive tree House! you were not forgotten

© Grace Paley